three weeks as three years
Tuesday, September 12th, 2006It’s been a long time since I write here or check frdster. Three weeks in Macau and I’ve done what I did half year in my old job!
I’ve been good to myself this couple of days that I think deserve some space here. Tonight I had the pasta I prepared, went to the gym again on the treadmill, ironed a big pile of clothes, hadn’t cut my thumb though I’ve got my first corn on the feet from wearing high heels, had Chinese herbal tea and will have a piece of Godiva fat choco before sleep.
The point that I really feel realistic about working here was when I got my first pay cheque here.
As work has become more busy it seems a pattern is growing that I resisted before. Behaviour is becoming more expected.
The good thing is that my fun colleagues have prevented me from being reclusive. I look forward so much to playing tennis with them tomorrow evening. It feels like I’m taking care of myself properly and avoided moliu depressive thoughts. Though I do not regret dark feelings to be a bad thing all the time. As talked with a friend before, rather, it creates a balance and another way of thinking… as a way to precipatate thoughts and emotions.
Ohh the MSG is growing in my brain. Once my brain works, it soars.
